Thursday, February 21, 2013

Sacrifices.

           I woke up early this Morning because my Mom want us to have breakfast together. When she opened the TV , the show was "Umagang kay Ganda" , we are watching while eating. There portion "Sabi ni Misis , Sabi ni Mister" have the topic if napag-uusapan ba ng mag-asawa yung kawalan ng oras sa pamilya. The main reason of that is because of work. They interviewed one family about that topic. The husband have 2 jobs , as Barangay Tanod and a Travel agent. So obviously , he doesn't have too much time to spend for his family. The wife said that they will have time with each other but a very short time because of the busy schedule of her husband. Even though to his daughters/sons , the man don't have any quality time.

           I just realized. As a daughter , our parents do so much sacrifices when we were still baby. Sa pagdadala pa lang satin ng 9 na buwan ng nanay natin nung pinagbubuntis niya tayo. Sa paghihirap niya sa panganganak na sinasabing ang isang paa nila ay nasa hukay. At ng maipanganak tayo , halos oras oras nakatutok sila sa'tin. Umaga , tanghali , gabi at madaling araw para lang makasigurado na safe tayo. Gumigising ng madaling araw para magtimpla ng gatas at magpalit ng pampers. Hinahabol-habol tayo pag takbo tayo ng takbo habang naglalaro. Ang mahabang pasensya pag ayaw natin maligo kasi may iba pa tayong pinagkakaabalahan. Ang pagkayod sa trabaho ng sobra sobra para mabili lang yung gusto nating laruan. Ang pag-aala at mga pag-iyak na pinagdaanan nila pag nagkakasakit tayo at ang hiling ay sana sila na lang ang nagkasakit. Dahil ayaw tayo makitang nahihirapan.

            Hanggang ngayon na naging dalaga at binata na. Ang pag-iisip kung san kukuha ng pang-tuition sa school. Kung saan huhugot ng pera para pang allowance araw-araw. Ang pag-aalala pag gabi na at hindi pa tayo nakakauwi. Ang pagtanggap na hindi na lang sila ang pinaglalaanan natin ng oras kundi kasama na ang barkada. Ang natatanggap nilang pangangatwiran galing satin.

           Ilan pa lang 'to sa mga naging sakripisyo nila sa'tin. Na ngayon na teenager at young adults na ang mga anak nila. Siguro oras na para magsakripisyo na rin tayo na tulungan sila. Hindi ko nilalahat , pero ilan sa mga kabataan ang hindi nakikita ang paghihirap na yun. Ginagamit sa bisyo o sa luho ang perang pinaghihirapan nila. Yung iba kumukupit pa. Natanong mo na ba ang sarili mo minsan kung may mga nagawa ka na ba para sakanila? Kung sapat na ba 'yon? Kung hanggang kailan sila magsasakripisyo? At kung kailan ka gagawa ng aksyon?

           Kung makikita natin , nagsasakripisyo sila na magtrabaho para satin. Hindi sila bumabata para hindi maramdaman ang mga sakit ng katawan. Na dapat sa edad nila ay nagpapahinga na lang sila sa bahay at tayo naman ang nag-aalaga sakanila.
Hindi dahilan na student pa lang ako e  , teenager pa lang ako , di pa ko nkakagraduate e kaya di pa makapag-trabaho. DAHILAN LANG YAN! DAHIL MARANMING KABATAAN ANG SA MURANG EDAD NAKAKTULONG NA SA MGA MAGULANG KUNG GUGUSTUHIN LANG!
Madaming paraan. Sobrang dami. Ayaw mo lang.

           At saludo ako sa mga anak na gumawa na ng paraan para makatulong sa mga magulang nila. Na iniisip ang kapakanan ng pamilya at inuuna sila bago ang sarili.

Mahal natin ang mga magulang natin at mahal din nila tayo kaya kahit nahihirapan sila. Hindi sila nagsasalita. Pero matuto tayo makiramdam. Maikli lang ang buhay. :) Iparamdam natin sakanila ang pagmamahal natin.
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Saturday, February 16, 2013

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I saw my grade and it was a failure.

4meetings na lang. kelngan ko bumawi. Lalo na sa accounting ko and sa NSTP.

Finals na. May pag-asa pa.
May mga consequences talaga mga ginagawa ko. :(
Di ko nabalance time ko and may napabayaan ako. Naging pabaya ako :(
It will not happen again. ANYMORE! :<


Sama talaga ng loob ko :<




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WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Kailngan ko bumawi!
Kaya to!

Walang susuko!
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Saturday, February 2, 2013

9 Months ♥



Best Mom? I know everyone of us have this.
Me? I found my no.1 Best friend in Her. I stayed 9 months in her womb and felt being loved until now.
Yes , I'm not a perfect daughter to her. I made mistakes , I failed , I lied , I made her cry and mad. But at the end of the day , she's the only one who understands and love me with her whole heart.
Yes , maybe i'm not the best one. But i'm doing my best just to put smile in her face and made that one forever.
Yes , I have friends and best friends. But still she's the only one who can understand and accept my weaknesses.
Yes , I'm busy but she's too busy also texting me where I am if i'm not at home. She's very busy thinking what am I doing if i'm not with her. She's super busy taking good care of me when I'm home.
Yes , she have two babies. Me and my sister. But never in her life , she failed giving us equal time and love.
Yes , at once we argued. I fight on the things I believe in. But every second of her life she's willing to fight for us in any circumstances.
Yes , I have my own life but her? Me , my sister and my dad are her life.
Yes , I can do everything for my family but her? She will sacrifice her everything just for us.

and

No , I will not let her down without doing anything to lift her up.
No , I will not wait for the time that I will see her suffering because before it will happen. I already did everything.
No , no one can hurt her. Because she doesn't deserve that.

Mommy , I'm so blessed because you're my mom. You supports me in everything I do. You never underestimate my skills and talents. Mommy , you're one of the reason why am I here right now. Why achieve everything is because of all your support.
You believe in me and trust me in all things.
You always let me do the things I want as long as it will not harm me. And let me face all the consequences of all i've done.
Mom , I will do everything to achieve all my dreams for our Family.
Just trust me. Everything will fall in God's place. :)

I Love You! :*

Your no.1 fan,
First Daughter

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